The Journey of Snapper hunting of Jasonfish1234

[bowl]

I have a old Daiwa Laguna's reel U can have to go with it

[Jasonfish1234]

I'LL RIGHT I do want it, but I can't my mother and father would kill me and give more crap and everyone in my family doesn't like me and I'm go down into deep depression, even I have that rod I can't go with it because mom and father would see it. I'll be serious trouble and then my mother have mental breakdown and my father would tell me that you are dumb ***t, 'I should not bring you here mate, we rather leave you in Thailand working with your los3r family and eat noodle', I just don't to deal with it. After that match I would lay down in my bed and thinking about leaving far away and worst suicide because I cause everyone trouble. I try my best, I try everything you know just to get one job and an interview but nothing happen because I *** part of life, you wouldn't understand, my frustration of this cycle. Still stress everyday about this, feeling like I can't nothing and I'm in state of cross road. So that I can't accept it, but all my heart I thanking for this offer and I'm deeply and forever grateful for this offer. Right people will tell me that I'm ungrateful.

[Fishbref]

...and the narrative continues...

[rb85]

I'LL RIGHT I do want it, but I can't my mother and father would kill me and give more crap and everyone in my family doesn't like me and I'm go down into deep depression, even I have that rod I can't go with it because mom and father would see it. I'll be serious trouble and then my mother have mental breakdown and my father would tell me that you are dumb ****, 'I should not bring you here mate, we rather leave you in Thailand working with your los3r family and eat noodle', I just don't to deal with it. After that match I would lay down in my bed and thinking about leaving far away and worst suicide because I cause everyone trouble. I try my best, I try everything you know just to get one job and an interview but nothing happen because I *** part of life, you wouldn't understand, my frustration of this cycle. Still stress everyday about this, feeling like I can't nothing and I'm in state of cross road. So that I can't accept it, but all my heart I thanking for this offer and I'm deeply and forever grateful for this offer. Right people will tell me that I'm ungrateful.

Maybe Jason you need to do things for your self rather than your parents. Take it from me I'm a premium member, If you don't be your own person you will struggle.

[e.welch]

jase does it have to be landbased or can you go out on a boat because you can do mega reds on boats with handlines.

[Lightningx]

I'LL RIGHT I do want it, but I can't my mother and father would kill me and give more crap and everyone in my family doesn't like me and I'm go down into deep depression, even I have that rod I can't go with it because mom and father would see it. I'll be serious trouble and then my mother have mental breakdown and my father would tell me that you are dumb ****, 'I should not bring you here mate, we rather leave you in Thailand working with your los3r family and eat noodle', I just don't to deal with it. After that match I would lay down in my bed and thinking about leaving far away and worst suicide because I cause everyone trouble. I try my best, I try everything you know just to get one job and an interview but nothing happen because I *** part of life, you wouldn't understand, my frustration of this cycle. Still stress everyday about this, feeling like I can't nothing and I'm in state of cross road. So that I can't accept it, but all my heart I thanking for this offer and I'm deeply and forever grateful for this offer. Right people will tell me that I'm ungrateful.

Maybe Jason you need to do things for your self rather than your parents. Take it from me I'm a premium member, If you don't be your own person you will struggle.

Nice shiny new membership mate

[Kimtown]

I have a brand new 30-50kg 7"3' terez that's surplus to my needs, along with a 10000 stella just for you jase































SIKE!

[re-tyred]

Jasonfish1234. If you are having those sort of thoughts, it would be a good idea to talk to Beyond Blue they will help you . https://www.beyondblue.org.au/get-suppo ... te-support

[canned_tuna]

Thankyou for your honesty Jason and take care of yourself first, as retyred said, its good to talk to someone about personal issues in this day and age

[Jasonfish1234]

jase does it have to be landbased or can you go out on a boat because you can do mega reds on boats with handlines.

I can do a boat, with handline or you let borrow your rod and any fish I'll any catch I got I give that you.